Miguel -Adorn. <3
Because when I listen to this song, I automatically think of how he treats me. <3
have these mornings and love these mornings but most of all cherish these memories
Anonymous asked: How do you like it? ;)
Bahahaha ;) scrambled with cheese.
Haven’t been on tumblr in a while, but I figured… its time. So baby Im back!.
I have a lot on my mind, and I just grew a migrating pain in my head just by thinking too much. It happens. All I know is, is that its about life and the way people talk about life being so hard truley, it isn’t. At least in my reality, it’s not as hard as people say it is.
I don’t why it is, but I love helping and giving to people. Because Ive learned the hard way how to take care of myself. I learned how to balance the things that make life complicated, not so complicated.. I’ve also learned not to allow “money” to be in my equation of life qualities. I believe that people should do the same because money takes apart who you are. Your soul, your personality, your freedom, and yourself. It takes away from living life because people worry about money so much.
Here I have created a scenario and using other names to aknowledge those of their real ones. Some people can relate but some people cannot….fact is its reality.
Lyla= the girlfriend
Max= the boyfriend
mom 1= gf mom
mom 2= bf mom
USC= University of Some College
One day, Lyla brought Max with her to the University of Some College. She needed to check to see if she was on the right track into where she needed to be to graduate. However she receieved both good and bad news. While walking to the car to talk with Max she was very unsure of how to break the news. So when she apporached him, she broke down and just told him out of the kindness of her heart. (note: she did not have to do this but she did).
She said to him: Max, I have good and bad news. Good news is I only need 20 more credits to graduate! =D Bad news is: I cant go to school. I have to wait to pay off my tuition fee’s from spring and summer of 2011. The school cant helpe me because they arent conflicted with anything that has to do with “money” (so to speak) and Im very upset because 20 more credits!!!! thats 2 semesters in the bag and BAM! The thing is is why even go to school, have loans or a finiancial aid plan if the school isnt apart of a gotdam thing?
Max felt bad and all he could give Lyla was an “Im sorry”. Lyla cried and then shrugged it off. Because shes so stubborn and she doesnt want to worry about it.
Max and Lyla have been struggling together. However, Lyla doesnt see it as “struggling”. She sees it as making it the best they could possibly can.
Shes a simplest!
A couples days later she found out Max had been struggling with some self-issues. He wasnt determined to talk to Lyla about it because he didnt want to show weakness or a Loser.
But eventually he did talk to Lyla. He told Lyla what was wrong with him. She gave him the best advice a girlfriend would. “you have to make yourself happy before you can even start to make other people happy.”
…. As they worked it out…. days go by.
Lyla then gets a phone call from mom #2. She blows up her phone, not knowing Lyla is trying to configure her problems with her workplace(s). So therefore, Lyla calls her back…
Mom #2 vents about her son. Mentions that hes feeling down and worring alot… As mom #2 vents and chats Lyla only gets furious. But why? Lyla knows that mom #2 was just being a mom. But lyla is js so mad….
Mom #2 believes that Lyla and max are struggling. with bills, rent, work, school everything.
and mom #2’s solution is “getting a place together”
Lyla hangs up with her after a pretty nice decent conversation.
Lyla calls mom #1 and vents and basically says how much she is furious…..
Afterwards lyla has her thoughts to herself.
Lyla’s thoughts: Why wouldnt Max talk to me about this? Why would Max tell his mom that I cant go to school because of my tuition fees? Why would Max not talk to me? (she believed there must be something missing for him not to come to her)
I am not struggling. I am fine. Im not stressing out about anything but now I am. Why doesnt Max just believe that were making it? Money is not an issue to me even if it were to be. Money is apart of everyones lives but its not going to control mine. Max’s mother is wrong. If her soulution is that…. then I rather live with my mother. Max and stay with his mom because it seems like his mom is his wife…. He would rather talk to her about MY PROBLEMS & OURS…. than talk to me about it. Whose the grown up? I dont know where to startl. What do I do? How do I talk to Max without him knwoing I talked to his mom? It shouldnt be thisss hard!
it never was this hard for me…. a few challenges here and there but nooooo.
I hate moms! I love mine. but when is it time to grow up?
Im not stupid and I feel me lyla that max’s mom thinks im stupid. honestly. Im smarter and if she payed any attention to her son she would know.
Idk… its hard.
After lyla collects her thoughts she exhausted. shes tired. shes started to become angry at Max. She questions their relationship. Their strength. she doesnt know how to express this without assuming their going to end up in a bad argument. She doesnt want to resent his mother. but she doesnt approve of her advice.
Lyla appreacitates eveything that his mother is trying to do. But she believes that she can make it. she hasnt asked her parents for help, what makes mom #2 think that she needs hers?
Life is not hard people. Only if you make it. Money is not an issue only if you let it.
IT SHOULDNT BE THIS HARD…..
-I just want to let you know Thank you for everything but most of all being my friend and always being their for me. You are one of the most important people that has ever entered my life. I am really happy that I was their for you for the 4 months you were in recovery. Not knowing what feelings I might have encountered along the way, I also knew the consequences. Bruce Wayne has many lovers but I know that youll be their throughout anything. I dont want to get corny or too interpersonal so Im just gonna say this. If things could have went differently before I became a much happier person, I hope it would. You are amazing and I will forever have you in my life. You are someone I would definately consider a best friend.
So thank you for eveything and I wish you the absolute best in life. I hope you will always be their in my near future. I will never forget.